I. Own. The. World.

I own the world I own the world and for those vast few days I could feel the sense of myself fading away as I became part of the collective created to keep them sane. I could see the beauty of the oceans and streams, the beautiful lush forests for their trees.  The skies asContinueContinue reading “I. Own. The. World.”

It’s still here so…

And I’m glad it’s coming to a close. Let’s get on with the rest of the week. That’s me by the way, big orange thiccums with a forced smile.  Lmao! Glad the day is coming to a close.  I got more work to do tonight so I’m gonna do that while watching some YouTube videos.ContinueContinue reading “It’s still here so…”

Pain will do it every time…

Music today and rather than post each one I’ll just leave a nice little list of the musical healing session. My ear wants this, my mind, my heart, and my body need this healing. It’s gonna get weird… the music is in all ways related to my mood but has no theme other than it’sContinueContinue reading “Pain will do it every time…”

The Art of…

Love like life is what you make it.  I wish I were better at molding it but maybe that’s why I tend to leave the harder parts of life to God so that he can sort out that mess. You know what they say… too many hands in the pot or cooks in the kitchenContinueContinue reading “The Art of…”

On the other side of truth…

I’m a woman who loved her vice as a means of soothing her personal demons, who also didn’t realize her demons were born of her pleasures, some go searching for the meaning of life and fulfilment as treasures. Me? I look for nothing and feel more than I ever wanted to, and that’s without walkingContinueContinue reading “On the other side of truth…”

Salt

My grandmother used to say “a hard head makes for a soft behind” and I find that hard earned lessons do the same, but it’s not like we planned to gain experience that way or are playing some type of game. Life cheats us, love beats us and when they’re done it seems we haveContinueContinue reading “Salt”

Karma

What does it matter if you know whether not I love you? You won’t change. More than likely, you’ll take the news with a grain of salt and just remain the same. I’ve loved you deeper than most will ever experience in their lives. But you couldn’t even fathom the three words I spoke toContinueContinue reading “Karma”

Better Late Than Never??

I was born a blessing to my mother and a curse to my father – he never really loved anyone but himself. And how a person could go on living without acknowledging what he made is evil within itself. God even recognizes Lucifer and he has grown far from his heart – but I’m supposedContinueContinue reading “Better Late Than Never??”

Her Regret / Of Flesh & Blood Insight

She was the talk of four towns, known for breaking hearts and promises in the same breath, a working con to the minds of men, and never had an ounce of sincerity in all she left. She writes her pain in poetry with lipstick on car windows and mirrors, hoping that someone, anyone would understandContinueContinue reading “Her Regret / Of Flesh & Blood Insight”